Cut It Out

Cut It Out

I've had several surgeries throughout my life and never really gave them a second thought.  Today is different though.  You see, in the past I never had cancer so there was nothing to really stress about.  Now that I do, my fear level is elevated  even though I tell myself that I'm being silly....

Today at 2:10 the surgeon is going to remove as much cancer as he can find and that's a good thing.  I wish he could get it all, but that isn't likely, so I hope he finds and removes even more than he anticipated.  That would be good....not as good as finding out that it's all been a bad dream, but still good.

The rest I will leave up to God, my Father in heaven who loves me unconditionally, knows my fears, never changes and is always there.

I can't imagine where I would be without Him.